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&& the truth is
we hide so we can be found
we walk away to see who will follow
we cry to see who will wipe away our tears
&& we get our hearts broken to see
who will come and fix them
Years of friendship && nothing to doubt
endless memories; too many to count
laughter, lies, & stupid fights. They're my
best friends, my heart, my life
i love talking about about you because
i can never run out of things to say.
I never have a bigger smile or louder
laugh, & even with everything that
i say, Im still the only one that
understands why i love you
I really do love this boy;
our long conversations,
little arguements,
endless smiles,
stupid jokes, and
you know...pretty much
everything about him
dont you just love how in every
girls profile there are quotes about a boy
but he has no idea
that every word of it
is for him...
people mention you and it brings tears to my eyes.
when i hear your voice-->my stomache turns
i guess ill have to put up with everyone saying,
"she never learns."
when i close my eyes
i think of how it used to be
thats when i realize
just how much you mean to me
a second chance
is all that i need
to change whats wrong
& make it right
a fool i was to let you slip away
when i know i need you in my life
im sorry
i hate it when my cell phone rings
& your name doesnt show
i hate it when i hear our song
it kills me long and slow
i hate the way you still smile at me
even though shes at your side
i hate the nights when im all alone
& the times i cried
i hate the way you say my name
or just the way you look
i hate the way i know you
how i can read you like a book
i hate the way i dont hate you
because i still love you so
i hate the way youll never see
& the way youll never know
she says she doesnt care
but the look in her eyes and the tone of her voice tell a different story
you can never really tell
how much you like someone
until you see someone else in their arms
they ignore eachother & look the other way. but deep down inside
they both knew it wasnt supposed to end this way
well i got no good excuses
but i got plenty of regrets
and i wish this was some bad dream
i could wake up and forget
cause youre the only one
that i could never stand to lose
youre all ive ever wanted
baby thats the truth
when this is said & done
i really hope you look back &
wonder if maybe falling in love
with me wasnt suck a bad idea
everytime i try to give up..
hope whispers..
"try again"
i cant just say "screw him" about the boy that i have come the
closest to being fully in love with. i still would do anything
for him and it sucks because i know he wouldnt do the same
for me. that hurts more than anything, but i just cant stop
loving him, and believe me...ive tryed
its never been so hard to hold back these tears
at first, you think its great youre talking to him again. but
then, you start talking about things that happened before..you
know..bringing back old memories. and then you realize how
much you really miss him..and then you get to thinking.
you really want him back, but then you remember he doesnt need
you like you need him..and it hurts..
i promised myseld that when its overm id laugh at the memories
but here i am without a smile in sight, i promised myseld that i would
call youm just to see if you were okay, but here i am, and i cant even
shed a tear, but here i am, shirt almost soaked. i promised myseld i
would let you go gracefully but here i am, hating myself for letting
you leave. i promised myseld that when it was over, i wouldnt look back
but here i am, unable to walk forward, i promised myself i would
say goodbye, but here i am still saying i love you
he turned around and looked right at me, but said nothing..not even "hi" it was as if the months we spent together and the time that i spent loving him, just wasnt important..as if they never happened
hollywood hills
suburban thrills
& a love that kills
dont make her wait...just because you know she will!
im falling into memories of you
and the things we used to do...
when you're down, i may not be able to
pick you back up. but i promise ill be
willing to lay down right next to you. <33
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the one I won't forget.
And if I die before you do I'll go to heaven,
And wait for you I'll give the angels,
Back their wings
And risk the loss of everything
Just to prove my friendship is true
I'm thankful to have a friend like you
(You just have to )
learn to forget
about the people
who forget about you
every night when i lay down,
i thank god for you and ask for nothing
more than one more day
I've asked so many times, baby, but I guess not knowing is better than rejection
&& when you get something good
don`t go looking for something better
I never knew we were making memories,
I just always thought we were having fun.
in ten years there`s no way we`ll remember
all the boys we got with, all the girls we hated,
or how many crazy rules we b R o K e. just
that we did it all t O g e T h E r `*
thats why we seize the moment,
try to freeze it and own it
squeeze it and hold it
'cause we consider these moments golden
& I remember when we were young, driving in your car, speeds were so fast I felt like I was drunk, city lights stayed on before & your arms wrapped tight round my shoulders & I had a feeling that I belong & I had a feeling that I could be someone
It's funny how, when certain people left my life,
certain others entered
When you smiled, you had my undivided attention.
When you laughed, you had me laugh with you.
When you cried, you had my urge to hold you.
And when you said you loved me,
you had my heart forever. <3
it`s nothing more than a smile,
but it gets me everytime.. =)
some will come & some will pass
but the ones that mean something
will alwaysalwaysalways last <3
i learned that things change //
people change. but - it doesn't
mean you forget the past .. or try
to cover it up. you just learn to move
on&treasure the great
--» // m e m o r i e s \\
No camera could [ever] capture the look in her eyes
& the feeling in her heart when she`s looking at him
to much drama up in this fake
hearted school. the preps ; the goths ;
the less-than-cool. where it starts & stops;
who's to define? who's to be trusted &
where to draw the line? screaming &
crying & all the useless chatter. you live,
you die, only life is what matters..
Filled with smiles, lies, & fears..
welcome to the magic of HiGH SCH00L YEARS ..
I'll stop loving you
when diamonds never sparkle
and flowers cease to grow
when thunder doesnt echo
and rivers do not flow
when heart no longer wonder
and hands are never held
when smiles are only memories
and hope is never felt
when trees no longer blossom
and the stars refuse shine
when autumn has no falling leaves
and winter no longer dies
when time has no more tomorrows
and rainbows have no hue
when god alone commands me
then I'll stop loving you.
some people are easy to get over
they only take a week or two. but sooner
or later youu`ll find the one who has changed
everything about youu and no matter how hard
youu try, youu can`t find the words to say goodbye
its hard to wait around for something you
know willneverhappen. but its harder to
stop when its everything you always wanted
well i guess i'm trying to be non-chalent about it && i'm going to extremes to prove that i'm fine without you. but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind, underneath the guise of a smile, gradually i'm going crazy inside. friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly, cause i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering. so i wear my disguise till i go home at night && turn out the lights, then break down and cry </3
tell him i don't love him
&& that i don't need him anymore
tell him that i don't miss him,
that i don't want to see him
but most of all, don't tell him
i said all this with tears in my eyes
Why is it that everytime i think im over you the simplest things make me want you again?..havent we tried to be together enough? havent you hurt me enough? why cant i just leave what is alone..i guess what they say is true...you dont choose love, love chooses you, because ever since i admitted i loved you i cant let you go
&& i'm still in love with you
even after all the shit you put me through.
like a drug that makes you blind, it'll fool you every time... the trouble with love is it can tear you up inside make your heart believe a lie, it's stronger than your pride
it's too late for your apologies
they can't bring back what you
have taken from me
drowninq in the drama
lost in the lies . trapped
by the currents of life ;
caught in the rip tides *
Deep in my heart, I am suffering and know that I lost you. On the exterior I live and pretend that I had forgotten you.
i [ can't stand ] him hurting me . .
i just can't stand him using me but,
unlike him » i just can't walk away;
i can't forget what we had . . it's
not that easy for me to let go of ` '
something that was once my l i f e
i guess it actually mattered to me.*
i'm sick of wondering where he is and who he's with
but i hate facing the fact.. that he doesn’t give a shit..
but still, all the feelings didn’t pass by .. i just learned-
what’s true. never love someone who doesn’t love you
between holding hands and falling in love - you begin
to learn that kisses don’t always mean something. </3
i'm not the girl that runs up to you when i see
you & i'm not the one who jumps at every ;; `
moment to talk to you . but i am the one who
keeps it all inside and regrets it later on
Promise me...that's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me. Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you.
still getting hurt over && over again
no more stressing and obsessing
from now on i'm -- having fun
&& refusing to give my heart to anyone
It's amazing how different your world would be if you never met the one person who changed everything...
you get into the [ b i g g e s t ] fight with the people
you care about most because t h o s e are the ''
relationships you're willing to fight for
hope for the best && expect the worst
life isn't a movie, it's all unrehearsed
don't try to fit in
when you're born to stand out
so many people assume;;
but so little actually know
sometimes what you're looking for
is right there where you left it - -
hold on to what you love and
stay true to what you know
take everything you dream
of and never let it go
maybe our mistakes are what makes our fate
without them what would shape our lives &
perhaps if we never veered off course we
wouldn't fall inlove or be who we are today
you can drive at 16
go to clubs at 18
drink at 21
and retire at 65
but who ever set the age
for falling in love?
there will always be that one person that makes you realize why it never really did work out with anyone else
& i had f o r g o t t e n how it felt
to have someone you just CAN`T
get [ E n 0 u G h ] of <3 xox
No camera could ever capture the look in her eyes & the feeling in her heart when she's looking at him.
If we weren't meant to give things another try, our paths,
our thoughts, would not keep crossing and we would not
keep tripping over our feelings for each other <33
&& you've got me almost melting away...
the best feeling in the world
is to be miles away &&
still be able to picture his eyes
you should never be afraid to be a little crazier because in the end the sweetest kind of love is the one that made you lose control<3
ever since the 1st time i held your hand, i wanted nothing more than to hold it forever <3
SOMETHiNG ABOUT YOU BABY DRiVES ME CRAZY ¢¾
and i'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect because i know you're worth it
the greatest pleasure in life is doing
what people say you can`t do .
We spend our whole lives telling
ourselves that everything happens for a
reason when in reality it's just that we
give reasons for everything that happens
eventually you realize that life sucks
love isnt always real, happiness is only
for a limited time.. you learn who your
real friends are. you learn to hold back
tears & learn how to act like you just
d o n ' t c a r e
As long as you have memories
yesterday remains.
As long as you have hope
tomorrow awaits.
WhEN Y0U tRY S0 hARd t0 bE S0MEtHiNG Y0U¡¯RE N0t,
Y0U MiSS 0Ut 0N WHAt Y0U¡¯RE SUPP0SEd t0 bE
there`s no point trying to rush fate.
b/c the BEST things in life are
[ w o r t h the w a i t ] <3
it's just something that happens-
as you grow up you realize
it's less important to have more friends
& more important to have real ones.
ever wonder how a girl survives?
just look at who's standing by her side
i thought i was going to forget you but i was wrong. i thought i was getting over you but it's been a lie for so long. i thought i'd be able to hate you but it's something i can't do. no matter where i go or what i do, i'm still in love with you
i hate you for every lie, for every tear you made me cry... for everytime you were untrue, for everytime you said we're through. for everytime you didn't try... so why can't i say goodbye?
you think you've got me figured out. you think you know what i'm about, i don't think you would be suprised, you have to know how long i've tried. & after all the time we've spent, would it be something you regret? would you feel the need to stay or turn your back and walk away? i wish that i could hate you, but i can't. i wish that you would vanish but you're too hard to forget </3
SOMETiMESz it`s easier to say youu don`t care
instead of explaining all of the reasons why you
still do
she will chase you around for awhile
but there's going to be a day when `'
she's going to stop running in circles
around you. . she's going to get over
you && at that very moment, you're ;;
going to wish you had let her catch you.
the nights are getting warm again
they've let you go, i've let you in
everything you're saying sounds right tonight
the waves are crashing on and on
we're running even if we're wrong
this force is driving me to test the speed of light*
you see-- in all my life, i've never found what i couldn't resist, what i couldn't turn down. i could walk away from anyone i ever knew... but i can't walk away from you
i think about the years i spent just passing through, i'd like to have the time i lost and give it back to you
cause it's my night
no stress, no fights
i'm leavin it all behind
no tears, no time to cry
just makin the most of life
no regrets...
JUST LESSONS LEARNED*
the only thing harder than walking away...
is not looking back
he turned around and looked right at me
and said nothing --- not even hi.
it was as if the months we had spent together,
the times i spent loving him
just wasn't important
as if they never happened...
while they dance, she holds him
pulls hime close-- while he dreams
of another and counts the days
until he lets her go
same old story, everyone knows--
one heart holding on
and the other letting go
how do you leave the past behind
when it keeps finding ways to get
to your heart -- it reaches
way down deep
and tears you inside out
until your -- torn apart
and you said;;
i'll never hurt you
i'll never make you cry
i must admit my love...
you told the perfect LiE
so one last touch && then you'll go
and we'll pretend it meant something so much more
but it was vile and it was cheap
and you are beautiful
but you dont mean a thing to me
so play me back the song from that night -- the night we fell so hard
if i'm just gonna be another line in your book
cross me out
he tears come and go but it's
the memories that kill you </3
suddenly i'm hating myself for everything
i've ever felt for you </3
i knew it from the moment i met you
that i'd let you get the best of me
&& there was nothing i could do.
truth is, i gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and i never really got it back
i'm so good a forgetting
and i quit every game i play
but forgive me love
i can't turn and walk away
one day you'll realize how good you had it
&& one day i'll forget
you were the lesson i had to learn
when i look back now
that summer seemed to last forever
and if i had the choice
yeah, i'd always be there
those were the best days of my life <3
like my favorite record -- you're alittle overplayed
and like my favorite summer, you'll never fade away <3
maybe if i take a look at him, he`ll take a glance at me,
but after i looked, i saw him checking out `'- her -'
I know you want me
i know you do
but theres one problem
i dont want you
Boys are like lava lamps
they're fun to watch,hot
and not too bright
ARE YOU THAT STUPID ..!?
`CANT YOU SEE THAT SHE iS CRAZY OVER YOU BOY!
If you don't like me, then fuck you
Cause newsflash bitch,
I aint here to please you!
You only have one life,
why not live it your own way?
its only because were old enough to
knoe better but young enough to not
give a fuck__________________<3
Life's a bitch
cause if it was a slut
it would be to easy.
everytime i close my eyes
xx .you`re all i see. xx
your the best thing that ever happened to me ::
when i`m not around you, the only thing i can '
think about is being home back in your arms <3
People say im a bad influence
But i just say the worlds already fucked up
And im just adding to it.
Even the best fall down sometimes,
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme,
But out of the doubt that fills my mind,
I somehow fine that you and I collide
I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I've seen. Of what I've done. Of who I am. But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you
Every woman should have four pets in her life
a mink in the closet, a jaguar in the garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jackass who pays for it all.
sometimes life gives us full of laughter
and then we have some that are filled with disaster
some things that happen aren't part of our plans
we have to roll with it and just throw up our hands
what life will bring next is predicted by none
which makes it exciting and often more fun
Boys Are Cheats And Liars,
They're Such A Big Disgrace,
They Will Tell You Anything To Get To 2nd----
Baseball! Baseball,
He Thinks He's Gonna Score,
But If You Let Him Go All The Way Then You Are A ----
Horticulture Studies Flowers, Geologist Studies Rocks,
All That Guy Wants From You Is A Place To Put His---
Cockroaches, Beetles, Butterflys And Bugs,
Nothing Makes Him Happier Than A Giant Pair Of---
Jugglers And Acrobats,A Dancing Bear Named Chuck,
All He Really Wants To Do Is---
Forget It, No Such Luck
*~I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes 'till I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And Breakaway
That's why they call them crushes. If they were easy, they'd call them something else
MaYbe yOu weRe l00kiinG But
yOu weRenT SeeiiNg
he puts his arms around me as soon as im near
he walks me home, holds my hand, & whispers in
my ear. he holds me, kisses me, makes me feel
right; sneaks over my house in the middle of the
night. he's the one i'm in love with & so much
more. he's the one i've been waiting for. <33
tell him that i don`t even miss him and that
i don`t need him anymore. tell him that i`ve
moved on and i don't care if he has a new
girlfriend. but DON`T tell him i said this
in between tears && with my fingers crossed.
when i look into your eyes<3
i`m helplessly aware, that the
someone i`ve been searchin'
for is SiMPLY -- right there.--
When you say I'm beautiful I say "yeah right," but what im
really sayingis "do you really think so?" When you say good job i say "thanks" but what Im really saying is "I love that you notice." when you say we'll be together forever I say "I hope so" but what im really saying is" I hope forever never ends." When you say I love you I say "I love you too" but what Im really saying is "never stop saying that." When you say that I don't care I say "yes I do" but what Im really saying is "I care foryou more than you'll ever know."
Why is it that I cant make you happy?
What does she have that I don’t?
I know I could make you feel
I know there cud b something there
I can love you with all my heart
I can show you things she cant
I love you so much… But you just cant see that
sometimes i think your the stupidest person
sometimes i think your still stuck in little boy world
and sometimes i think i want to end everything
but then i think of the memories we shared the little things you did to make me smile and the way you look at me when i think i look the worst...
and then i think WOW i have everything ive been dreaming for ... !
Look me in the eyes and ill tell you more then youd ever guess,
Look me in the eyes and maybe youll see i want you for more then you just to feel on my chest,
Look me in the eyes and maybe youll realize that ive lost so much for you,
Look me in the eyes and maybe youll know that i wish every night you felt that way too,
Look me in the eyes and look past the pain,
Look me in the eyes and please just see that i was so happy b4 that girl came,
Look me in the eyes and tell me you love me too and that your here to stay,
Look me in the eyes and say that with meaning or just walk away,
Look me in the eyes and just tell me the truth, cause no matter how bad it hurts i need to know,
Look me in the eyes and tell me you dont feel the same so i can work on letting go !
i used to believe in forever but forevers too good to be true...i need u to come here and find me cuz w/out u i'm totally lost i've hung a wish on every star it hasn't done much good so far i don't know what else to do except to try and dream of u and wounder if ur dreaming too
it's hard to watch the person
you love change right before
your eyes knowing you Cant
do anything about it but the
W.O.R.S.T x|3 part of it all is
rememberin how they werre
Thanks to those who hated me,
You made me a stronger person.
Thanks to those who loved me,
You made my heart grow fonder.
Thanks to those who envied me,
You made my self-esteem grow stronger.
Thanks to those who cared,
You made me feel important.
Thanks to those who entered my life,
You made me who I am today.
Thanks to those who left, You showed me that nothing lasts forever.
Thanks to those who stayed,
You showed me the true meaning of "friendship"
Remember When...
when friends always listened to you,
and worries were few.
when recess was too short
and life was too long.
when decisions came easily
with no need to belong. when storks delivered babies and passions werent so strong
when friendships werent broken,
right was right and wrong was
when bad things didnt happen,
only skinned knees brought tears
and the night light quieted all our fears.
when decisions were solved by "eni, meanie, mini, mo."
when boys were so YuCkY!
and goodbye only meant till tomorrow.
when your clothes didnt need to match
and real friends didnt part.
and the fun went on forever
without a broken heart.
I never thought I could sing in the rain without fear
I never thought I’d be alone with out you near <3
I never thought I could feel like someone ((new))
I never thought about love- - - - - - - - ->>until I met you |
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